dear blog...i hope that everyday can be saturday....its the most relax day for me....hai....but it jus can't be possible...

jus now went to sign up for 'o' level english...wa....its much more expensive now.....$111.30.....too much for me to afford....hope i don need to waste this kind of money next year le....sian.....

jus now went guo chuan house eat buffet....wahhaha....first time went to his house....ahhaha....bought him a cap as a present....hope he likes it.....

next week got to be a very busy week...got 2 presentations and 2 tests......*stress*...

ya...i suddenly realise ivan is a very smart guy....actually i want guy with his smartness u know.....*thumb up* ivan....

hai my stupid sister....im only trying to ask her wats the title of the jolin's song then she scold me stupid.....very idiotic one loh.....she's not that kind which scold play play one loh...she scold me as if im really those stupid ppl loh....i jus hate it...i don like ppl to insult me....i hate it...i still love myself....why can't ppl jus respect me!!!!somemore im her elder sis ok....what kind of attitude!!!

i suddenly realise a lot of ppl including me....also do something that he/she can do but other ppl can't.....i find it very irritating loh......ppl do the same thing as you...then kanna scolding.....how do the person feel....and some ppl are so directly....it maybe good in some ways....but it will really hurt ppl's feelings you know...... im that kind of person who don wish to hear the truth.....i rather not to get hurt.....it may not be true in the past...but it is now!!!

actually i don gain a lot of respect from ppl...i don know if im really that irritating or wat....keep getting scolding from ppl......if you scold me in the way that you are joking then that would be ok.....but no loh......and......do i really have to change for others????if i don change those personality which i think is alright....all kind of comments will once again flows like river.....if i change...ppl will again say wat for i need change for others....wa lao very hard to be human......

ai ya....life jus sucks la......my life is fraught with difficulties!!!!....hate my life man.........but i still love myself.......

dear blog....this week will be quite a stressful week....need to do econ and dcn project...friday still got jap test...i think i also need to try out some java code....hai....java project did nothing....im afraid that i got to repeat next year...god bless....hai wed still need to go for the econ...hai don know for wat...everytime got this type of thing i surely daydream one....hai....

ai yo...last week dcn i did go...but the "ren qi tun sheng" mark me absent....!!!....got to claim from him.....!!! ya and also the dcn project i become the IC...whoa!!!hai but heng la...my group are ok...all did their own work....and king wai did the most stuff!! Thanks to him!!!so this IC doesn't really have much to do.... -_*

hai suddenly feel so stress!!!i think i need some exercises!!!feel sooooo FAT!! damn fat....

hai don feel like going school leh...very sian...don feel like socialling with people....recently also not much to update....oh ya...jus now half way thru my slp i wake up and vomit....i think my digestion got prob...cos i directly went to slp after eating laksa....im alright now....lol....

ok...i'll end here got to go and do my dcn le...bye.........

well...finally can have a relaxful weekend.... omg...i feel like eating cheese fries now...yummy~

hai...haven been having test the past week....so sian...my dcn going to flunk...all the true and false all wrong...sucks man....hai.... so more pan pan herself wan to copy my work in the end know wat she say???... " wa lao at first my answer correct one leh....u hai ren wan...." sucks!!!! sometime i jus can't stand her man......hai....why can't we stop those stupid tests in sch??!?!

another person in my class that i can't stand is dewen....i tell u he jus SUCKS!!!!!!!....he's a freak....hate him man....last time still think he's the most matual guy in class....but NO LOH!!!!!!!!!he's the worst....!!!! on the other hand i found that ivan they all are very nice ppl....like for example....that day i told adam that im jobless....the next day he told me bout the job interview at ang mo kio.... thanks to him...at least now i got some hope!!!!

ya...went to watch energy on thur....whoa!!!! im in love with shu wei out of a sudden.....no more pan wei bo le!! haha....

feel like cutting my fringe.....if i can successfully tong guo tuesday i will have my fringe cut....haha....

haha say of hair i think of christine...sad leh bring her go dye...in the end like no effect....hai...very sorry christine!!!!

ahhaah very hungry now....go find food to eat.... see ya....

I love my family!!!!!!!!!!!!They all the only trueful people in my life!!!!!!!!They accept me as who i am!!!!!!Feel so happy and comfortable with them!!!!!!!!!!!!