dear blogger...im feeling quite sad now....jus want to pen down some of my thoughts for the moment...

well...today i got my english 'o' level result...i got a D7!!!AGAIN!!!hai...actually i din feel anything....until i got home and told my sis bout my result.....guess what she said....."wa you still can so happy ar"....that makes me feel quite chan kui....its like i've wasted my parent's money.....hai....i think i am going to retake again....i must really work hard this time....got to force myself to read newspaper at least thrice a week....i really have to do it!!!

hai suddenly i have a sense of uselessness.....i don't even know whether i can find uselessness in the dictionary a not.....see...i feel so irritated now....i can't even phrase my sentence nicely....in a way that people can understand!!!!sucks!!!english just sucks!!!!i hate english!!!!hai but its still a necessity!!!!hai!!!!

jus now went out went zhen they all....feel like it been a long time seen we last meet together.....have pizza together....oh....im going to have tyre around my stomach!!!!

ya and the next thing that i want to achieve is to go on a diet!!!i think i really have to....im fat!!!just like a pig.....

today have my jap reading test!!!!*boom*....everything screw up.....can't even finish reading one of the sentence....hai....i don't have the liao to learn languages....u see i can't even pass my english and i still want to learn jap!!!!im a disgusting freak!!!!!

i think i also need to work harder for this sem le....have been slacking the past few months.....Chia Wen Lin if u really are going to slack the rest of ur life!!!! jus be prepared to repeat!!!!!!!!!

my mood sucks now!!!!!im going off le.....nite.....

dear blogger.... haha i have been quite busy recently.... first got to finish up the statistic project which in fact i din do much... then have to do a rough presentation of the java pro....oh gosh....im bulk with lotsa projects this sem....*STRESS*... jus finish jap and DCN test today...damn it...don think i can score for these tests... ahha jus now i did the etutorial for management....hahah i felt a sense of achievement cos i did the whole thing...haha but......................i don know if the answer is correct.....hahah

hahah recently my temper hasn't been good....don know why also....maybe cos i got lot of things to complete before deadline.....hai~~~~

oh ya zhen maybe u can go this website ashleighmeekis.myknet.org to find song for ur bolg....

java test on next mon......sian....going to flunk again........hope that i can get a jus pass mark....god bless.....

hahaha nothing much to blog also.....oh ya btw happy valentine day to me..... a lonesome day again.....hai i've live for 17 year but haven't been one time that im able to celebrate it with that someone and neither do i ever receive a real valentine day present..... hahah from my memory... the first to give me valentine present was vincent....haha and then follow by yihua....hahaha....that was years ago....haha.....
hai~~~~ when will my someone appear....hai!!!!!

haha ya...today heard a great comment(heard from mad) : vincent say i becoming prettier.....hhahaha im flying....it had been decade that i heard such comment....hahaha......

hahah ok i'll end here.....feeling damn tire even though i've been sleeping days and nights..... im becoming more and more like a pig.....maybe worst then that.... even siew keng comment that i've grown fatter....haha and pan pan also say that my stomach very big.....omg...really got to go on a diet le....wish me luck....hahhaha good nite.....

ha so long nv update le...whoa...im still in the mood of new year even though sch had reopened for 4 weeks le....

this year din really get a lot of ang bao....ya....and i keep gambling....still in the losing state....i lost bout 40 bucks....omg....xin tong....but compared to pan pan's boyfren( who lost 1k) i think mind is only a peanut case....

yesterday went to read liru's blog...found out that she's afraid of snakes too.....hahha...i must say that snakes are terrible creature....hate the sight of it....
and liru and kathy's blogs look really nice...

ya...and my handphone got cut off....cos i din pay the bill...hell....but i think its alright...cos anyway its dead even tot its not being cut off....

hahaha today went to view jeffery in friendster......omg.....he's gorgeous.....he is damn handsome loh....i tell u.....he is the type im looking for all my lifetime....so charming man....omg....u see he got the height got the look got the style i think he got the brain too and he got an attitude.....and u see he got a car too!!!!! (oh im becoming more and more practical nowadays)omg...he seem to possessing everything that a guy should have.....omg if he's the people around me....im in love then.....

hahahha....tml going sambawang do project.....shit.....my survey form got lotsa complains.....think got to do something to it tml.....hahha hope i can get myself a new t-shirt by tml.....ya....i'll end here....good nite.....